Oh my dear Conner,
I can't believe your three, I am not sure where the time went. What I do know is that I have watched you grow at alarming rates into a handsome (but you have always been) sweet, kind, loving boy. I have watched you learn so many things.. How to walk, how to talk, how you cope with things that would be difficult for a adult. I have watched you get really sick, I held your little hand a prayed harder then I have ever prayed to ask our Heavenly Father to wake you up. and He did. I watched you fight for your life. and win. I watched you learn to kick a ball and have seen how you love it. I have watched you take in so much and learn from your big brother. I have watched you learn how to check you blood sugar, do insulin shots, have a brave face and look me in the eye and say it didn't hurt mama. As I learned to put in your insulin pump. I have watched you splash in the mud. play on the playground. learn, sometimes the hard way about listening. I have rocked you, and held you, and I never knew love until I met Justin, and then you. You bring light to my life. You hold my hand, and are learning to sing. you are one of the best cuddlier I have ever met. and your one of the greatest joys I have ever known. Sweet Heart I wish you would stay little. but then again I cant wait to see what you will become.
I love you
Love Mom
